Lal Masjid student to work for jihad
LAHORE, July 20: BBC Urdu has conducted
the first in-depth interview with one of the Islamic militants who were holed up
inside Lal Masjid in Islamabad.
For six months, the mosque complex –
which also housed a women's madrassa and a children's library – had been
occupied by Islamic militants, among them children and several hundred women.
One of them was an 18-year-old girl – the eldest of seven children from a
village in the Punjab. She spoke to a reporter from BBC Urdu at her village this
Below are selected quotes from the interview.
thoughts of her family: I was not in contact with my family. The last time I
contacted them, I told them that the army would not start an operation. They
asked me to come back but I said I would never come back as I wished to be
martyred. My brother said that he would force me to return, but I told him that
he could be beaten up if he came near the madrassa.
(She refused to leave
the mosque but about 430 women and children left the mosque on July 4, after
troops lay siege to the complex.)
A girl who came with us was taken home
forcibly. She was crying and told the teacher that she didn't want to go back.
The teacher asked her to go back with her parents. We felt sorry for her as we
came here with the passion of jihad and to preach Islam and now, because there
was a problem, the girls had gone back. We did not appreciate the parents'
behaviour. The teacher said that no one was being stopped from going home and
she asked parents to go and find their children to take them home. Very few
girls left because they were afraid – those who left were either minors or they
forced to leave by their parents.
As the assault by the Pakistani troops
intensified: We were shocked that they cut off the electricity and also cut off
the water and gas supply. What could we do? We were only praying to God to show
them the right path. They were throwing teargas shells in large amounts. We were
continually cleaning our eyes with salty water. Glass windows were breaking,
doors were breaking. We couldn't sleep, sometimes one would sleep for an hour,
or half an hour, the others would stay awake. That way we managed. On July 10,
the last day of the battle: We wanted to carry out suicide attacks. We asked the
teacher to provide us with arms necessary for suicide attacks. She said that we
didn't have sufficient explosives. Yes, we had a passion and we were willing to
go to all lengths. We had been told by our teacher that they had put explosives
in the building and that we shouldn't die in this manner, but come outside to
face the bullets or even surrender. It was better to come out rather than die
under the debris. The final assault by the troops on the mosque: We came outside
with our hands raised and saw that the doors were closed and they were on the
roof. There was no way to leave. We told them that we had surrendered and they
should not shoot at us. A policeman showed us the way out and finally, we were
taken outside. They took us to another room and gave us food. We were crying a
lot because the Qurans were burning inside Lal Masjid, which was on fire. We
pleaded to them to let us take the Qurans. We were sad to see Qurans being burnt
in front of our eyes. At sunset we were told that we were going to be sent home,
and at night, we left the area.
On returning home to her village: After
meeting my father, I was overcome by grief as I had gone hoping to be martyred,
but came back alive. Now they've attacked the mosque and Jamia Hafsa. I wish the
whole country has Lal mosques. I will work for jihad, and open a madrassa and
train people for jihad. Daily times
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